I've been toying with the idea of using this blog to write about subjects other than food for a while now. I thought about starting another blog, and realized that that probably wouldn't work, since I have quite enough trouble updating one blog on any sort of regular basis.
Some time ago, I had the good fortune to meet Meg Hourihan of Megnut, who in the short but compelling history of blogging is considered one of the "early" bloggers -- and in fact, is one of the folks who started Blogger (now owned by Google, of course). At the time I met her, she had just changed her blog and her blogging life in a way that intrigued me. She had been writing a sort of "everything" blog, and she made a decision to change it to a food blog. "That's funny," I thought. "Here I am, writing a food blog, and I kind of wish I had a little more room to write about other things and not feel obligated to tie them back in to food all the time. I'd like to do the opposite of what Meg's just done."
It wasn't only Meg. You all know what great admiration I have for my blogging chums Bakerina and Bunni. Bakerina writes a blog that has to do with food a fair amount of the time, but also devotes a good bit of space to world issues, knitting and existential angst. And Bunni writes a kind of "stranger than fiction" blog of the tales of her life and her general take on the human condition (the prognosis is not good, folks) -- but every so often she posts something about food, including her recipe for a minestrone that could break hearts and win awards.
And then there's my latest favorite read: If I Ran The Zoo. Another mixed-bag blog; no recipes here that I've seen, although I do claim personal acquaintance with one of the multiple posters (whom I happen to know has been an extremely accomplished cook since childhood, or maybe before). She prefers, however, to share her acerbic take on politics and the politicos who make them, as well as an occasional and necessary quotidian skewering of her close encounters with local nimrods. Another of her colleagues often posts his rather glorious photos of places I'd like to be right about now, so there's generally a fair amount of eye-candy as well as mind-protein there. Group blogs (even those organized around a controlling idea) have, by their nature of course, multiple personalities -- but in a good way.
I know it's not unusual to have a polymorphous sort of blog. Lots of people do. The trick is in having one that people actually want to read -- something where you might on occasion tell about your kid's antics or your lunch date or your latest, greatest recipe, and which also manages to tie those things back into some kind of unsolved mystery or universal truth or quest for fire. So here lies a declaration of intent. I'm not going to stop writing about food, but I'm not always going to write about food. I'm going to take the liberty of sometimes writing about other things, and we'll see how that goes. I know I've done that before on a few occasions, but now I'm making it formal.
At the moment I don't have much time for a comprehensive
post, due to midterms. One of the requirements of sabbatical year is that
I'm obliged to spend some time sitting "on the other side of the
desk." Being a student for a change can actually be quite relaxing compared to teaching -- except during exam time. However, it helps me
remember why I'm such an advocate for the abolition of standardized
testing (and tests in general as a measure of what has been "learned.") Even though the tests I take in graduate courses are not "standardized", they follow enough of a rote format to make me question their value.
It's not that I'm a "bad test taker" -- just the opposite, actually. Unlike many of my own students, I'm good enough at memorizing information for a test that I can immediately forget once the test is over. But I see it for what it is -- a thoroughly ridiculous exercise. And don't tell me that that's the way the world works, everyone has to take tests, and so that's the way it's got to be, world without end, amen.
The pressure and urgency felt by the education community from the massive onslaught of standardized tests produced by the Bush administration's No Child Left Behind policy has been touted as responsible for "making gains" in education -- which gains are, of course, measured by standardized test scores. Does no-one hear this as a tautology? NCLB has, at best, caused certain communities to score better on standardized tests -- since that's all their schools teach anymore: test sophistication skills, test-taking, test prep, material that will be on the test. Those who actually stand to benefit from this policy? The companies that manufacture standardized tests and test-preparation curricula.
Is there a contradiction in the words "test preparation curricula," or is it just me? Schools are now in the business of implementing curricula that are centered around passing tests. The test is no longer an instrument to gauge whether or not the student has learned the curriculum. The curriculum is an instrument geared to help the student pass the test. What is important is the test itself -- not the learning. Indeed, no-one seems to even bother to ask why we're teaching what we're teaching, and if anyone actually wants or needs to learn it.
And if for some strange reason anyone were to decide that they actually want to measure learning, well, surprise, there are other ways besides tests to do it. I'm not going to give a tutorial here (and no, there won't be a test on this), but just google "performance-based assessment" or "alternative assessment" or something along those lines.
I know this is not what you come here for. Just indulge me for a while. Maybe if I write about this in a place where people are used to reading about food, I'll reach a different audience. Then again, if you came here for a recipe, this is probably just going to piss you off. And you can feel free to tell me that. Comments are open.
But for the moment, I won't try to tie this in to some favorite recipe for cookies to help students feel less anxiety on testing day. I'll soon get back to some regularly-scheduled food-related programming as well, but an occasional meandering into other subject areas is also on the AFIEP agenda.
I'm also a good test taker, but it has always been the same for me. Studying enough to pass the test, memorizing information and afterwards the information left my brain as though it was never there. I'm not so keen with the forced standardized testing of school age children. My stepson is 14yo, a freshman in high school and the whole system of teaching towards the test infuriates me. Teachers are so focused on teaching towards the test that students are missing out of much important information. I understand why the teachers and the school administration focuses on the test b/c otherwise they may be in jeopardy of losing their funding, but it's definitely not a good situation.
Posted by: Wanda | March 30, 2008 at 08:28 PM
1. follow your heart
2. standardized tests suck
Posted by: judy | March 30, 2008 at 08:43 PM
Don't know if this would work for you but BlogHer members are invited to post on BlogHer and I think it works especially well when going "off topic" occasionally but still wanting exposure. I've even thought about using occasional posts there to be a Daring Baker!
Posted by: Alanna | March 31, 2008 at 08:17 AM
There's a huge emphasis in the testing world, from a parent's perspective, on making sure that kids know how to sit down and pay attention for hours at a time. That's supposed to be a good thing because, otherwise presumably, they'd be running wild in the streets. (I should say that I'm only an interested onlooker in this world because my children go to an independent school without tests or grades. We are all committed to creating "life long learners" who are self motivated, flexible, interested, and can work hard *when they see the need* on issues of importance to them. However, the flip side of all this is that we are pretty sure that kids raised this way *won't easily end up sitting still and punching the clock. Conversely, I see a lot of focus on docility in the regular public school curriculum and testing regime. It has to be there because classes are large and children are unruly, but it also has to be there because its what society wants for and from children. In other words, tests (as currently administered) are part and parcel of creating and managing a docile workforce that will sit for hours and perform mind numbingly boring tasks, get rated as "compliant" and "on time" by their managers, and sit still for a review at the end of the year.
aimai (thanks for the link, btw.)
Posted by: aimai | March 31, 2008 at 02:23 PM
Wanda -- thanks for your comment. The problem really hinges on the point you make -- when funding is tied to test results, all teaching becomes about the test and nothing else.
Judy -- perhaps there'll come a time when, in education, we can actually follow our hearts. I can do that with the blog, it's true, but not so much at work. I'm in an admin program, and I'm so disheartened about the state of public education that I have no desire to be an administrator...
Thanks Alanna -- I'll check out the possibility of posting on BlogHer.
Hi Aimai -- The long trajectory of public education is a fascinating topic. As I know you know, public school was always intended as a means of creating docile little clock punchers, and those of us who are still struggling to have it be something else are swimming against a long historical tide.
Observers often spend time just watching kids in Montessori schools, or independent schools like the old Prospect school in Vermont, or perhaps your kids' school as well (this kind of observing often is part of the assessment that's done on the kids as learners -- rather than tests). In places like that (probably similar to the Ferrer Modern School where some of our family members were educated), adults often end up marvelling at kids' powers of concentration and ability to stay with one task over time -- and of course this varies from child to child.
So I actually don't think that children need to be "taught" to sit still -- they just need to be absorbed enough in what they're doing to sit still. They need a compelling enough reason to sit still. And yes, they also need to be able to sit still even when they don't love the task in which they're engaged.
Surely the question still nags at parents like yourself about how their kids are ever going to sit still long enough to get through the SAT -- and of course I know that's the reality. Sadly, I prep kids for SAT and NY State Regents and other similar "instruments"-- because I'd really be failing them if I DIDN'T help them manipulate the system as it exists.
I'd just like some policy makers to take a big step back and look at what we've created, system-wise, and see if that's what's really serving our interests (and yeah, we all know whose interests it's really serving).
Posted by: Julie | March 31, 2008 at 03:48 PM
Julie, what a great post. Who cares if it wasn't about food. I have four kids in the public school system and I hate it! They show up everyday, do their homework, particapate in classes and in clubs but that doesn't count, just your test scores. Three of the four are good test takers but one is failing two of his classes because he's horrible at tests and he's in the GATE (gifted) classes! The teachers are mad because they can't teach other things like art and music and some have just out right given up teaching, they are just cashing the checks. All kids have other interests but those needs aren't met because no one is teaching them and don't get me started on how the principle is pulling students into her office one on one to give the students pep talks on how they need to do better on their standardized tests. What a joke!
Posted by: evil chef mom | April 01, 2008 at 10:09 AM
You can write whatever your heart desires--I'll keep reading you!
Posted by: Lisa (Homesick Texan) | April 01, 2008 at 11:01 AM
Julie, I'll most definitely keep reading your blog, no matter what.
I come from a two generations of educators, my paternal grandmother was a teacher in Baltimore, MD, and my mother is elementary school principle in KS. I was also lucky enough to be home schooled my mother up until 9th grade. She used the Calvert School curriculum, for myself and my 4 siblings, and built upon our daily school work with interesting field trips, projects and workshops with other great minds in our extended family. In hindsight, I realize that all the great stuff that I know now, I learned at home before I went into the public school system at 9th grade. Makes you wonder, doesn't it?
Regurgitation of facts is not learning, and standardized testing is ridiculous, because human beings aren't standard. Let's hope that one day the US will change it's views on how to educate, for the better.
Posted by: mari | April 01, 2008 at 11:58 AM
evil chef mom -- your experience speaks to the frustration of parents and teachers everywhere. As part of a national education organization, I hear this everywhere. I sit in workshops with teachers from Oklahoma and North Dakota who weep bitterly because they can only teach to the test. This is one of the things that chills me the most about this situation: how disheartened good teachers are. They are either leaving the profession, because they didn't come into it in order to prep kids for tests, or they're becoming jaded long before their time. And principals, as you say, are trying to get kids to do better on tests. Why? Because their jobs hinge upon it, that's why. It's a really, really pathetic situation.
Lisa, thanks for the vote of confidence. Can't wait to see you at the food-bloggers picnic, whenever and wherever that may be...
Mari, you are so right. Even the word "standardized" should make the legislators and policy makers take a step back. You were indeed lucky to be home-schooled in such a good and thoughtful way -- not all those who are home-schooled are that lucky, either. And we have to keep fighting to make the education of those in public school as rich and gratifying as your own experience was.
Posted by: Julie | April 02, 2008 at 11:53 AM
Hear-hear!
Posted by: mari | April 06, 2008 at 10:59 AM
Hi Julie,
It's great you'll be writing on other topics. I'll be looking forward to that. :)
I agree about standardized tests. Teaching and learning that leans only toward test taking creates angst in kids. I recall throwing up on more than one occasion as I walked to school thinking about a damn test that loomed over my head. It leaves out the importance of developing people who are balanced and normal - exactly what the world needs. Go figure.
In high school I read A.S. Neill's "Summerhill School", and fell in love with the notion of being taught in an atmosphere of freedom where a child would be allowed the time and space to discover the things that were of real interest to him or her.
I'm looking forward to more of your posts.
Lea xx
Posted by: Lea | April 07, 2008 at 04:07 PM
I have a somewhat different experience when it comes to schooling having been brought up in Argentina. For once, stardardized texts don´t exist here, the tests are individually designed for the teachers and professors following the curriculum (which they don´t fully develop themselves and has to be approved by the school/university, but it´s still quite flexible and varies from school to school).
I´m definitely not saying our education system is perfect, in fact, it´s far from it, and it´s been declining over the years, but it still leaves room for reasoning (rarely a multiple choice exam, for instance, here´s it´s mostly essay questions).
And something else I see going against education in the US is the whole "getting up to your neck in debt to go to college" system. Here the best universities are public, which means they are 100% free. So truly everyone can go to college as long as they can make the time to do so.
Ok, that was a long comment, but I hope it was interesting to see what other systems are like.
Posted by: Marce | April 07, 2008 at 10:03 PM
I spend too much time thinking about the workers. Yeah, what a lie. I take home those petit fours out of pure, greedy self-interest.
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